I hope you read this.

What you are doing is not fair. I know – life is not fair – but what you are doing is just offensive to me as a mother and as a woman and it’s plain wrong.

I married you when I was a silly little girl - just doing what I was told - but divorcing you . . . → Read More: I hope you read this.

Tomorrow will be day one, again.

I was at work today and he called to tell me he was not ‘ok’.

After ‘yes that’s all there was’ and ‘no there is no more anywhere in the house’ there were two more bottles under the bathroom sink. Empty, now, obviously.

I tell him that if I have to be the sane one in this, . . . → Read More: Tomorrow will be day one, again.

Phase two?

Well now I have gotten angry because I got scared. I don’t want to be scared – I want to believe that everything is just fine. I want to look at you and know that you are still my rock and that you always stand tall and strong and that you arent afraid of anything or . . . → Read More: Phase two?