Tag Archives: fear
I have written 5 blog posts while sitting here – all about nothing.
Here’s what I need to write about:
I found a lump in my left breast. I went the doctor, like your supposed to.
She......
I try so hard to keep painful things tied up in pretty packages. I smash them and squeeze them and force them into tiny corners of imaginary boxes and then try to cover them in the colors of str......
I hate it when I realize I am afraid of something. I hate that there are things lurking around in me that control my actions (in inaction, as the case may be) and dictate my every-next move with......
I am not sure I have ever voiced this – but the beginnings have always terrified me; endings, not so much. I suppose I have always figured that endings are inevitable – usually sad, ......
I was at work today and he called to tell me he was not ‘ok’.
After ‘yes that’s all there was’ and ‘no there is no more anywhere in the house’ there we......
Well now I have gotten angry because I got scared. I don’t want to be scared – I want to believe that everything is just fine. I want to look at you and know that you are still my r......
I am not angry.
I am scared. I want you to be ok. I need you to be alright – I need to know that this is not the beginning of you falling – that this is you asking for help. I need t......